Current mood:	working
Current music:	egan&sara - soil, soil

call
thanksgiving was good! how was everybody elses?

i think i just love the day but i seriously ate so much food. two days afterwards and i still am unable to eat. lol.

anyway lately has been odd. like...ive been very blank - all work, all school..no time to myself. ive worked a LOT this week. like 30 hours. i know thats good money but i cant stand how much i work there. its like i cant get much else done!

next week is great though!! no work thursday, friday, or saturday. saturday me and my doodle are supposed to go christmas shopping at the freehold mall. i feel so great that ive made like a crapload of money. im totally going to buy the best gifts for everybody. so im excited to work half of next week and have the other half without worry

i think - otherwise - that ive been so happy lately. im happy when im with doo or jt. im happy when im doing little adventures with fitz. im happy when i get some coffee. im happy when i watch a good movie. im happy when i listen to joanna newsom, or bonnie prince billy. im happy when im laying in my bed and i feel very warm and im happy when i drive my own car and when i use my own debit card and how i can buy gas without having to count all the money i have.

i just need to finish my next play...and get some letter from NYU/Tisch :>

and i cant stop listening to this song



Oh and I'm feeling directionless yes
But that's to be expected and I know that best
And in creeps the morning and another day's lost
You've just written wondering and I reply fast
All you need to save me
Call and I'll be curled on the floor hiding out from it all
And I won't take any other call
I feel like a fool so I'm going to stop troubling you
Buried in my yard, a letter to send to you
And if I forget or god forbid die too soon
Hope that you'll hear me, know that I wrote to you
All you need to say to me