Current mood:	chipper
Current music:	bonnie prince billy - gulf shores

listen to him! him who? him ME
good times, lately! i guess i should start by sharing the newspaper article i was in or whatever

http://www.app.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=2007711300324

of course they spelled by name wrong. and the article really didnt talk much about my writing at all but its ok, im glad to have even had the honor. :)

anyway lately has been a rollercoaster of emotions for me. the week of thanksgiving i worked 30 hours and following it i worked six days in a row. by the time i got to my three days off for the play i was just mentally unable to do anything.. i felt really lonely and isolated and absolutely not happy. especially because i was pissed off at the shittyness of the play. every time i got a chance to leave, i did. and it was wonderful.

on the matinee i went to fitz house and we hung out. he had the genius idea of riding a damn scooter down beacon hill which i tried and ended up crashing. lol. and it was very painful. later on that night me him and jt went back, and it was the first time i had saw jt in like two weeks. i felt like not seeing him or tara was like not being home, and so i just hugged him for a long time. and that kind of made up for the missing. the next day we went out to breakfast and visited tara who almost ran over my foot with her car LOL then tara came over and we hung out but then jt had to go to work, so tara and i went to the freehold mall. then she ate over and i had to go back for the play so i did it, and we left halfway through because it sucked so hard. we went to dominoes in red bank and delivered pizzas with salty instead, lol

and i bought some great gifts for people! it was wonderful. of course ive spent a shitload on them which is insane, i spent like most of my last paycheck already but im glad and its working out for the best. i even tried shopping at an anthropologie which was a little hard, hahah but i adore that store despite its impossible prices

yesterday i had off too :) i made my own hot chocolate!!! whipped cream and everything. it was so good kldlk;f and i hung out w/ jt like the WHOLE DAY. lets see we went to the mall, to the grove (where i got to make fun of fitz for working at the gap), taras house<33 and then back to red bank. we ate at some mexican place and bought candy and saw margot at the wedding, which was alright. but it was a good day

and i dont mind working anymore. in fact it feels normal now. my only problem is balancing it with my other obligations. i have to finish my play!!!!!!!!!! and other essays for school.

and im waiting to hear back from NYU... i should know this month. so im shaking deep, deep down inside. but theres confidence there, too